I'm leaving Singapore for London in 2 days. Yes, I should be all excited and looking forward to the trip. After all, how many people can have the opportunity to go London to study their postgrads immediately after completing their undergrad? And that's the point I'm trying to make. It's not easy when most of your peers are working in top banks earning big bucks while I am still "slacking" around not looking for a job. The feeling sucks. Some might say I am trying to escape reality, but I have my reasons. Also, the preparation for overseas studies seriously suck! Lots of things to prepare, lots of things to buy, lots of things to pack and worse still, I haven't settled my accommodation in London yet!! Feel time is running out but I am still far from being prepared. Guess it's my fault for leaving the packing till the last minute. Also, this is the first time I will be away from home for so long and I can already foresee how much I will miss Singapore. My family, friends, food and of course HL!
And yes, all these basically sum up my thoughts and feeling pre-trip. I'm not as excited as I thought I will be and I'm not as prepared as I will like to be. Hopefully things will turn for the better once I'm there.
A message for HL - I know it's going to be difficult to keep a long distance relationship going, but I just would like you to know that I will put in my best effort! After all it's only 9 months, shorter if you can come over or if I'm flying back. Must take care of yourself back home and work hard and earn lots of $$ k? Will miss you a lot as well! Love you....
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